I Fight For My Rigth . Every Individual Person Live for Themselves .
("T")hat's ("J")ust ("R")eality.
accept it ..

.....

When i get to know I'm in love with her...

When songs make me think of her, and I listen to the songs over and over...when they're the last thing I think about when I go to sleep at night...when I have tthoughts of her, being there for her when she need me... That's when I know I'm in love. It's so difficult to know whether she seriously have the same feeling as me.. Is giving up the correct choice... maybe god don't want me to be with her.. maybe things will be worst. i think.. maybe u are not like the old days.. or your feeling have fade away.. hopefully one day, wish to hear u saying that three word that I'm waiting for.. (will wait)

Happy 17th Birthday to Munirah:)Wish u all the best for whatever u are doing. Smile always, cause u look Sweet when u smile:)

BD's old photos.

1992K1

K2PAPatuk was telling a joke. i remember that:)

Aliff, Aideel,Junaidi

miss

Selamat Hari Raye!

CRAZY BD!!

Selamat Hari Raye!!

PENAT TAU!!

:)

Cant wait to go with friends. Will be waiting:)
Miss u karina:)

Busy enjoying life. hehe. So long nvr update. i get to know a girl from Estonia. Kinda nice:) hehe. Hope to meet cha soon dear. :) ooooya, if only god let us.

KARINA SONLTES

Started working to save money for motor bike and holidays. Plan to go holiday far away from Singapore. Just got to start saving. Anyone plan to go??Anyone??
hmmm,Something is wrong with my classmate:( :( why??? nvrmind...
cant wait to meet cousin on hari raye. And also friends. few more days to go. The month of forgiveness.
Love being me:)

Boooooooooooooooooooooo! Tired. School always finish late. Yesterday after school met mum at ang mo kio interchange. Was been forced to follow her to bukit timah to have a talk about Quality of life, quality of relationship and the degree to which people enjoy life. Actually it was my mum sis who invited her to the talk. People said the talk help people to change. And Cik leha did.. It's been 6 year they both never talk. because of some family argument. took bus 132 form ang mo kio. That bus was damn bloody full. and it took 1 hour to reached bukit timah. during the talk cik leha volunteer to share her problem. so she when to the stage and talk. She cry while telling her stories. Talk about my mum. her family. and also about her husband. About her sad things la. Then after the talk my mum meet her sis. Hugging each other and cry. hopefully this year hari raye can meet my mum family. hehe. it's already 6 year i never met my mum side. after grandpa and grandma pass away. Was kinda happy to meet my cousin kamil. so many story to share. Will never forget how mum cried that day.

Ignore my voice. i know its suck. hehe. the merepek stuff we did at class. was been secretly video by ariff.
and dont know how to sind this song. :)

:(

Fall in love with Someone but.......

hmmmm,

Just hope you are happy.

But for for me, just got to be happy always.

Happiness fell great inside.

it's always fill with joy,

Warm my heat and soul each day.

And only happiness can take my sadness away.

BE Happy.

:)

woke up at 7 to get ready for school. was dreaming about this girl. the girl damn sweet lahhhhhh! Haha. But my mum woke me up lah. Grrrrrrrrh! get to know around 7.30 class was cancel. so i ate my koko crunch and continue sleeping. hehe. A call from Sam Sadiq woke me up around 1. Get to know Mr john msg me. He msg, Sorry today got school. Mr Lim will take over. WTH! Never mind lah. meet Sam at compass point. Then Slack with him at my house. So many things we talk about.

ooooya it's renny birthday today. So happy 17Th birthday to Renny Normala. :) All the best for everything you are doing. :) Smile always!

And happy birthday to Fahdilah. Cant wait for your Pit tomorrow. :) see ya.

Happy birthday to mummy

Happy 43Th birthday to mummy. My brother brought this damn nice cake. Every nice. Oreo chocolate. wooooo. hehe. Family n cousin did have fun celebrating my mum birthday:) Love you Mummy!

School

School have started. 1st day of school already make me stress up. Already got 1 project. got to hand in by next 2 weeks. haiz!. hmmm, some more school end damn late everyday. Everyday will be back home around 5. Haiyo!

Now can use the laptop without my brother permission, because he already go for his NS. haha. All the best to him. Now can use his guitar, his hp, his bicycle, his MP3 everything he have lah. haha. BEST!

Today went back to secondary school to meet Mr sharin and Mr suratman. :) Waaaaah, Miss them la....

Spending my time with bob

ooooow!
Was damn bloody hungry, so i order Mac. hehe

Was bored at night, so slack with yazid from 12am to 6 am.

BD enoying life

Boooooooooooooooooooooooo! hehe. It's 6.02am and I'm still awake. really cant sleep. fell so stress lahh. Today went to Pasir Ris. Go slack with Mr cliff and some of my classmate. haiz. Is he going to teach us again. hopefully lah. Talk allot of stupid stuff. Bitch alot too, especially Mr cliff lah. haha.

On the on the 20 of June was an awesome day. Eefa plan a pit for us. so long never see my primary school friends. It's already been 4 years. At last we met up. I miss those fun days with them. Still expecting more to come. haiz. waiting for the chalet on December. Cant wait. sure fun one. Everyone i know change allot. i even cant recognise them. hehe. Haiz, i really miss the old days laah, my friends,my teachers and also the one i loves. if only i have the chance to be with that girl again. hopefully lah. But dream on lah. haha.Maybe she feels like she don't like to be mine. haha. i should find someone new lah, or should i not. I'm kinda lost. hehe. If only i can be like the rock johnson. haha. he damn cool sia. What will my life be? hmmm...... Cant wait for school to start. Everyday slack slack slack can die. hehe. everyday not at home. Untill i miss my room. Haiyo long time never go home. my room surely Very clean. haha. If not, confirm everything will be in a mess. haha. Really miss that cute short girl i know in my school. Really like her drawing, Can draw for me some more.hehe. If only got a chance to be....... never mind. Now off to bed.

:(

Not in the mood for everything. :( :( :(

Sad n Sad n Sad

:(

Exam are over. Exam are so damn hard. Especially Photography. see la never study. Hmmm, holiday already started. Hoping to have some plans with classmate and old schoolmate. Anyone planing to go to the zoo? Plan to go there since secondary 3. but nobody wants to go. ANYONE! maybe i should go by myself. hmmm, thinking of buying a ipod touch. Still wondering who much it cost? Grrrrrh! Also need to buy ITE ez-link card. All need $$$$ and $$$$. wth!

Time past so fast. Now its already the month of June. Six more month to go. 2010. Bad year for soccer this year. Bad year for relationship too. Feel so jealous looking at couple so damn bloody sweet. Hehe. Haiyo, give up Lah. No chance for me to have the one i want.

Miss this person who draw for me this flower.

Plan early for next year aim. So i don't strew up next year. I will try to go for SAF trial, if i never get chosen, no choise got to go for woodland trial. If both never get, So got to throw my soccer boot away better. Miss those soccer days. Got training can make me forget about girl. So i will not get stress up. hehe.

Memories

doing the thing i love mostTRFCTRFCWas crying, lost to sport school.i was 14 years old, my 1st game at jurong stadium.

Trying to be the best of all.Jurong stadium.